And I'll never know pleasure like this What is this desire? This biting Hitting into another place What is this that can't be untamed? And you I feel full of holes Separate And when I wake up I see white flowers on the bed No one ever asks me how do I desire But I think anyone would talk to me Using the word "desire" at all No one ever told me Or taught me not to contain Or kept existing But there was no language Does anyone have any language for it? Can we find it?